Calming down

Things are going on pretty smooth. I've done all the Yule tasks to do and there will be no other meeting at my Job Office in Remiremont until the first January Week. So I have the time to dedicate myself fully to my projects, as there are mainly the "Merula Dawn" Film and the  "Kennedys Vendetta" Book. But oddly enough, I catch myself every here and there drawing too fast, to quickly and not taking my time.

I am restless, under a pressure which in fact, isn't there for real, and I don't know how to get rid of it. I want to be calm. I want to draw slowly and with care, in order to do *good* art.
So why am I so damn nervous?

I also get upset for every little shit, I am moody and restless.

There are several drawings now which I'll need to redraw, simply because they were done in a too great hurry and hence not good. This is annoying. I hope I will innerly settle down in the coming days.